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Ħ Є Я Є / / Ǥ Ѳ И Є

by Existential Despondency

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1.
Am Dm C E I said hey, I said oh, said how do you do I said hey, I said oh, they comin’ for you I said hey, I said oh, I’m coming through I said hey, I said oh, they’re coming for you Said son they’re comin’ with their pistols and their guns gonna strike you down lay you into the ground when the sun comin’ up, they’ll be painting with blood we’re gonna leave this world behind! Well I’m sorry mama, never meant to be this way But the man he is walking and I got all these bills to pay... A E A F E A I said hey, I said oh, said how do you do I said hey, I said oh, I’m coming for you I said hey, I said oh, said how do you do I said hey, I said oh, I’m coming for you I tell you life ain’t kind she’s just taking her time If I’d watched my step, well, I might have been fine but it’s too late now to be wishing for more when I’ve left this world behind... break I said hey, I said oh, said how do you do I said hey, I said oh, I’m coming for you I said hey, I said oh, said how do you do I said hey, I said oh, I’m coming for you I said hey, I said oh, I’m coming, coming, coming
2.
EDCAB Moon rises, the day it ends Sun’s waiting to see you again I’ve been walking, far too long Hoping I’d find a place to call my home Broken streetlights light my way tryin’ to forget my “maybe, someday”s Time is running, never enough, voices tellin’ me I ain’t up to snuff! I’ll be forgotten, in a year or two I’ll be forgotten, in a year or two I’ll be forgotten, at least by you I’ll be forgotten, at least by you
3.
Am E // G D It’s getting late and still I’m wishing for a spell that you could have seen the shit I could have been It’s too late to regret the people I could have met and what I might have been It’s better to forget... Oh what I might have been instead I was a cog in my self-projected machine forgot what made me, me C G, C G D Now all I’ve become is what I thought you’d want Oh A whisper of what I was Maybe I’ll be what you want Maybe some day I’ll be loved I know I ask too much I know I ask too much... Maybe some day I’ll be enough Maybe some day I’ll be enough Maybe some day I’ll be loved Maybe some day I’ll be loved And I know I ask too much And I know I ask too much I just want to be, I just wanted to be loved
4.
D (10 9 0 0 0 10) E (x 10 9 0 8 0) It’s been a year since then I still remember when And sometimes, I can see you there And sometimes, I still think you care D(5th Fret C shape) Em And sometimes, I still think you care And sometimes, I still think you care And sometimes, I still think you care You showed me better... In streetlight’s tired glow beneath the falling snow And sometimes, I can see you there And sometimes, I still think you care And sometimes, I still think you care And sometimes, I still think you care And sometimes, I still think you care I should know better. You showed me better... If I could turn back time Oh would I make you mine And sometimes, I see you there And sometimes, I wonder if you cared And sometimes, I wonder if you cared And sometimes, I wonder if you cared And sometimes, I wonder if you cared I should know better You showed me better But I just can’t help thinking, can’t help dreaming- was there something that we shared?
5.
(see image) F G C G/ C G/ C G A// Am F C G x2 E>E7 When the night / Begins to rise Say a prayer / And hold it true If the world / Hears your desire Time will come / It speaks to you If the stars / Should fade away And we all / Should turn to grey When there’s no / Thing left to give In the end / What’s loved will live.
6.
G D I’m leaving this world behind No there’s no turning back I’m seeking brighter shores Where I’ll be something more It’s time to let me fall It’s time to let me die Oh I just want to go where nobody knows my name Oh how I’ve longed to kill What I made myself What I thought you’d want Burn it to the ground (Burn it to the ground) I’ll remake myself From the ashes of my past Something better now At least I tell myself (At least I tell myself) We’re lining up to go / Strangers all around With my ticket in my fist / Falling from the ground Moving faster still / To what I hope I’ll find To what I hope I’ll be To what I think I’ll need To what I think is me.

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This album was conceived in the shower when I realized I would be home alone for 5 days. I snapped some aesthetic photos, and immediately started work.
All writing and recording was done in a bare cement basement with pen and paper on a Fender 12 string guitar I found for $195 USD (case included)
All songs were written and recorded in ~1hr, with the exception of track 2 of HERE, due to unforeseen circumstances, and the crushing weight of self-doubt.
It's final iteration was recorded on the midnight before release.
We are all going home

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released August 8, 2016

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