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Welcome To My Twisted Mind [Deluxe Edition]

by Existential Despondency

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1.
Mine 03:05
1 I walked in darkness// I watched birds learn to fly I listened for a moment// I heard a small world die. For long I have traveled// past where flowers lie strangers who never tarry// I turned my head in kind. I walk in shadows// a world of my design I listen for a stranger// seeking what is mine 1 In dreams we are simple // in fight, unkind the land turns to ash and still you seek mine (i turn yours to ash) and those who would vest you // with power, to blind with sweetness uncertain // I offer you time 2 the struggle, eternal // with scales divine I suffer for silence // and still you seek mine
2.
(capo?) Em D2 C Em Em D2 Em I’ve learned to count the days by the empty cups of coffee that I’ve made C Em ‘cause till I’m gone away I need something to stay sane G D2 Em Here’s to the bad times gone by here’s to a wasted life, ‘cause I was never worth it I think happy thoughts at night ten minutes before turning out the light someday soon when I die I’ll haunt bands that I couldn’t see alive I’ll haunt bands that I couldn’t see alive Here’s to the bad times gone by here’s to a wasted life, Here’s to words never said to the books I bought and never read, ohhh soloEm D G D E D E And in the end why even pretend that we were ever free when money can’t buy you misery
3.
C(x32000) D (x54000) --------------------------- ------------0-------------------0 ---------0------------------0 ------2------------------4--- ---3------------------5------ --------------------------- Days are fading softly like sunlight on the sky watch the word we wander slowly passing by what is it we need what we try to find never quite the same until the day we die -----------------------|-------------------------------- ------------0----------|----------------4----------------- -------0---------------|---------0------------------------ ----2----2------------|------4-----4------------------------ -----------------------|------------------------------- -----------------------|------------------------------- 4x each, 2x speed (inst) Nights are getting longer but we’re doing fine drawing lines across ourselves marking what is mine and what is it we need what we try to find? never quite the same until the day we die (inst) ======= chords strummed why is it we wander why do we survive everyone’s a stranger when you are a lie  the body is a vessel with a heavy load sealed with no escape in the sea so cold
4.
Roads 03:26
G Bm A A 
sometimes// I feel//Afraid//
 of the things that feel like inspiration
 all//I need/i crave
 but hunger's a forgotten symptom
 from// behind//a page 
full of words that sound uncertain- 
tell/me I/have changed 
tracing roads I never walked before 

It's late//I'm here//for now
 spilling out my useless secrets 
say//if you're //in doubt 
it might be wrong but I still need this
 cold//upon//my skin
 a map our proof of imperfection 
tell/me I'm/the same 
I just forgot the words I used before sometimes// I feel//Afraid//
 of the things that look like inspiration
 all//I need/i crave 
but hunger's a forgotten symptom from// behind//a page
 full of words that sound uncertain- 
tell/me I/have changed 
tracing roads I never walked before
5.
Love Sick 04:11
Am G F E When time walks on by, flowers will die all these people with their petty promises falling like rain, nothing has changed just a pretty bow to soothe your thoughts Pre chorus All dressed up make your life just right at least for tonight but all I know, are voices on the wind voices whispering Chorus: Am G F G I’m love sick yeah I’m love sick oh I’m love sick, I’m sick of buying in to this ‘cause I’m love sick yeah I’m love sick oh I’m love sick, I’m sick of buying in solo Am G F G Am G F Em I often think why, would you still try no affection’s worth a life of loneliness stop holding on, be strong ‘cause it hurts to see you lose yourself Prechorus just let go, let it fade away let it fade away but all I know, are voices on the wind voices whispering I’m love sick yeah I’m love sick oh I’m love sick, I’m sick of buying in to this ‘cause I’m love sick yeah I’m love sick oh I’m love sick, I’m sick of buying in I’m love sick yeah I’m love sick oh I’m love sick, I’m sick of buying in to this ‘cause I’m love sick yeah I’m love sick oh I’m love sick, I’m sick of buying in to this
6.
x32 x22 x02 x02 Like a fire without a place Like a rocket in outer space (replace) I am here, I am here Like a shipwreck that's far from shore Will there ever be something more i am here, I am here 1x2(0) 3x2(0) break don't look away, don't look away the world is a blinding light oh, should I stay, oh, should I stay or leave it all behind don't look away, don't look away from the light of the other side it's all the same we'll all be gone in time we'll all be gone in time x32 x22 x02 x02 say it so / you believe you are the / one you need say it so / you believe all your friends / love your feed say it so, you believe you’re never/ alone you see say it so / you believe take a cut / but you won’t bleed say it so / you believe you are the / one you need say it so / you believe you are the / one you need say it so x4 1x2(0) 3x2(0) There ain’t no place like home There ain’t no place like home There ain’t no place like home x32 For me
7.
Still Here 04:09
x---------------------------------------- x------------------------------------------------- x------0----------0--------0-----------0---- x---7----------9--------5---------5------- x5----------7--------3--------3----------- x-------------------------------------- main: D Em C break: Em D C Where to go when you’re cold same old questions in my soul when you’re lonely when you know me weary of being fine I am only... Still here I’m near Fading away I’ll disappear Where to go A drink or more Tired of cigarettes drifting smoke When you’re lonely pour one for me we’ll say we reminisce but it’s just a story Still here still near Fading away I’ll disappear fast x---------------------------------------- x------------------------------------------------- x----------------0---0-----0-----------0---- x-------------9----7----5---------5------- x----------7-----5---3--------3----------- x-------------------------------------- Don’t catch me if I’m falling just make sure I look good It’s just for attention I’m not misunderstood
8.
Wishing Well 01:21
x97xxx x76 x54 Dried up wishing well Heard it all before broken promises like coins on the floor So many faces peering down Looking for dreams never to be found
9.
Drifting 04:50
E 02 02 02 02 32 32 32 32 It seems so easy to let go... To just step back and let it all. fall. down.. it seems so easy to let go (harmony) pretend that I don’t care- let it drift away pretend that I don’t care let it, drift away... I’m not unhappy this i know (this i know) but every month it’s getting harder to say I’m not ungrateful for what I have but if I could choose, would it be the same? no... + I’m not lost, I’m just drifting I’m not lost I’m just drifting I’m not lost, I’m just drifting- ______(hold) + I don’t regret the things I’ve learned they make it harder to pretend I’m okay How long can i say I’m fine Don’t know if I would rather learn another day + I’m not lost, I’m just drifting I’m not lost I’m just drifting I’m not lost, I’m just drifting- ______(hold) + it seems so easy to let go to just be happy with the person I display he’s a familiar one by now but when I falter, it seems such a shame... + I’m not lost, I’m just drifting I’m not lost, I’m just drifting I’m not lost, I’m just drifting I’m not lost, I’m just drifting I’m not lost, I’m just drifting I’m not lost, I’m just drifting I’m not lost, I’m just drifting- Away.
10.
Our hearts were always broken, we just learned to see It was never really, we just wanted it to be Something to hold on to, we won't have regrets Stay up a little longer, Light that one last cigarette The moon is fading now, as sky turns to sea And we will never get to where we said we'd be Maybe one day, we will all be free Maybe one day, maybe one day Maybe one day I'll be all I need Maybe one day, maybe one day

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Sometimes, nothing's enough.
A collection of demos from 2016-2017, recorded on completion.


CW:
Death mentions: 2, 3
Implied self injury: 3, 4, 7
Tobacco mentions: 7, 9
All tracks recorded on Apple® Earbuds™ with the exception of track 2. Don't know what's up with that one. Click tracks for more info.

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released December 31, 2017

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